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TODAY skies are painted colors of a cowboy cliche'
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Wednesday, April 14, 2010 @ 2:15:00 AM
imagine all the people...
 i just wanna take a bag of ice and put it on my heart just to cool it down. it has been beating really fast for no apparent reason. really i just don't know why but i am just really scared.Scared of what? i have no idea.Ever since i got back home,i just gotten scared... but whatever it is i may have an ideal idea of it. I woke up this morning with no feeling.the only think i thought of was how i was gonna make it through the day.I did not think of anything else.everything was blank to me.headed to Tampines stadium.stoned there for a few hours than you texted me.I scolded you for going against it and i am really sorry.I did not mean too...sorry! (p.s the thing below is not for you) i maybe the worst friend,worst person around,the one with the grounding 24/7 but i am just what i am and i cant stop it...no matter what.the day i stepped into the 13th year,i told myself "Forget the past.Its time to live a new.everything is gonna different i promise" i said that to myself but maybe i was wrong.Well at least i tried.I am tired of trying to be someone i am not. i miss the kind where all i care about is nothing but music and life. and i remember the all times where all i did was drag myself to school,come home and live life like how it was meant to not be lived the times where i did everything without thinking twice. i don't care about everything else. what ever problems that come by me i am just gonna live it alone cause all and all i just don't give a damn anymore... |
