Monday, May 24, 2010 @ 3:57:00 AM
Ignorance is your new best friend.

feeling paramore today!!!
hahahahaha.....okay so had school to day.last day so called the next three days are like learning journeys.BORING! eh.i played pacman on google.fun.hahaha
okay stupid anyway mum and dad are planning a Malacca trip on the 4,5,6 of June and i don't wanna go!cause firstly it would be boring and that's it.okay maybe the shopping would be fun but i don't know...stupid me!
okay anyway i just so insecure.we had this sexuality talk in the morning and i feel so insecure,stupid,sinful in my life.Its like if in die now,it would immediately be one straight ticket to hell.No one knows what the i have been up to in my past.Its all coming back to me now!Damn i don't how to explain it.
(P.S.i am fine... just guilty)
and this is just for me.
just go to the right road Natissha! don't ever fall back on that path again.it just a waste of time and a waste of your precious moments in life.you have the best friends in the world right now.the best people around you that would never make you fall back again.maintain in that position and you will be fine.just remember everything is gonna be fine even though it is not.be happy.live life cause you are a teenager only once.not ever again.your only fourteen you should be living a wonderful life right.be happy!